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Eventually
- Mood:
blah
the rest of the photos, i look like crap. so i shall not upload them. hahaha
east coast park with allester and shirley.
we had carls junior.
thanks allester for the treat!
and that free cab ride! :D
Aly
- Mood:
numb
first half of the week is BAD.
ARGHHH!!!!
i am so disappointed with myself.
my ddi paper hasnt gone well.
and tml is another sure-die china paper.
there is so much to memorize! =(
oh okay. so taiwan is part of china and hongkong is in china.
i didnt know that......
and my face....
its growing diamonds! i've gotten rid of one..... and this morning it grew again =( at the most obscene place, in between my brows. =((
my paper's screwed.
my face's screwed.
why do all the bad things come together.
SIGH.
ARGHHH!!!!
i am so disappointed with myself.
my ddi paper hasnt gone well.
and tml is another sure-die china paper.
there is so much to memorize! =(
oh okay. so taiwan is part of china and hongkong is in china.
i didnt know that......
and my face....
its growing diamonds! i've gotten rid of one..... and this morning it grew again =( at the most obscene place, in between my brows. =((
my paper's screwed.
my face's screwed.
why do all the bad things come together.
SIGH.
- Mood:
annoyed
its been ages since i last blog.
i guess i have lost the blogging vibe, totally.
anyway...
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me..
thanks all the ppl who wished me.
people who remembers
people who make the effort to type long texts.
thank you =)
i wish i'd stop crying...
i guess i have lost the blogging vibe, totally.
anyway...
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me..
thanks all the ppl who wished me.
people who remembers
people who make the effort to type long texts.
thank you =)
i wish i'd stop crying...
- Mood: blank
Just wana let you all know i dont die so easy.
still alive !
a proper post will be up soon. =)
still alive !
a proper post will be up soon. =)
i dont know why,
but every food i taste.
seems bitter
but every food i taste.
seems bitter
Hurt people tend to seek the company of another emotionally hurt person.
right?
haha i was just being random.
my tummy's aching as i'm typing =(
i think i'm running a fever as well. shits.
whatever,
the month of august is horrible.
close friends would know why.
to the kind souls, you know who you are, thank you very much for being by my side all these while.
giving me support and encouragements.
offering shoulders.
coming all the way from north to tampines to comfort me.
thanks for your house, your sofa for me to sleep on..everything
and the maggie mee was delicious.
and holding me when my gastric was so terrible
thanks for sending me home
forcing me to study, study, study.
helping me with the exams
and those late night calls just to hear me cry and procastinate.
and so much more
i love you all. really =)
maths paper today was tough.
i am so dumb. i wrote the correct answer, but changed it last minute.
only to find out after that that my previous answer was the correct one.
URGH!!!!!!!
SUPER PISSED!!
why did i change the answers!!? damnit.
few marks gone, just like that.
ANGRY.
studying OSM now, but nothing gets in.
i wana cry lah.
this is so shit.
and that kevin guy didnt call me back. !@#$!
talking to him just now on the phone really pisses me off. effing rude! i wanted to scream at him. but i needed the job at the IT fair. ohwells.
i'll be working for sony btw.
i hope boy drops by the fair, i havent seen him for almost 3 weeks. sad.
everythings gonna be alright.
peace
aly
right?
haha i was just being random.
my tummy's aching as i'm typing =(
i think i'm running a fever as well. shits.
whatever,
the month of august is horrible.
close friends would know why.
to the kind souls, you know who you are, thank you very much for being by my side all these while.
giving me support and encouragements.
offering shoulders.
coming all the way from north to tampines to comfort me.
thanks for your house, your sofa for me to sleep on..everything
and the maggie mee was delicious.
and holding me when my gastric was so terrible
thanks for sending me home
forcing me to study, study, study.
helping me with the exams
and those late night calls just to hear me cry and procastinate.
and so much more
i love you all. really =)
maths paper today was tough.
i am so dumb. i wrote the correct answer, but changed it last minute.
only to find out after that that my previous answer was the correct one.
URGH!!!!!!!
SUPER PISSED!!
why did i change the answers!!? damnit.
few marks gone, just like that.
ANGRY.
studying OSM now, but nothing gets in.
i wana cry lah.
this is so shit.
and that kevin guy didnt call me back. !@#$!
talking to him just now on the phone really pisses me off. effing rude! i wanted to scream at him. but i needed the job at the IT fair. ohwells.
i'll be working for sony btw.
i hope boy drops by the fair, i havent seen him for almost 3 weeks. sad.
everythings gonna be alright.
peace
aly
- Mood:
giddy
忍
for certain situations, this word helps alot.
many people would use this to avoid troubles.
this word is torture.
as you can see. theres a word sitting on the heart "心" . suffocating it.
it means keeping ur problems inside, without voicing out.
as people keep to themselves,
anger and misery slowly adds up,
into a heap of shit..
then one day,
it erupts like a volcano.
and also by keeping things, not only will problems blow up later, you are torturing urself.
val told me this today. haha i think it makes sense. right?
aly
for certain situations, this word helps alot.
many people would use this to avoid troubles.
this word is torture.
as you can see. theres a word sitting on the heart "心" . suffocating it.
it means keeping ur problems inside, without voicing out.
as people keep to themselves,
anger and misery slowly adds up,
into a heap of shit..
then one day,
it erupts like a volcano.
and also by keeping things, not only will problems blow up later, you are torturing urself.
val told me this today. haha i think it makes sense. right?
aly
i think i'm gonna have a outbreak soon.
yes. i think so.
so i've havent been updating much.
not really in the mood to blog anymore.
haha
i've lost the blogging vibe.
past week was..
haha
i've suffered from heavy gastric. insomia. and really worst stuffs.
jialaaaaat !!!!
it was terrible lah okay.
exam stress adds on to the super low mood.
haha my face was wet from crying.
i think the tears even wash away ALL the face cream !!
first paper tomorrow,
last paper on thursday.
good luck to all of us.
sprain many legs.
haha
我很想放弃
aly
yes. i think so.
so i've havent been updating much.
not really in the mood to blog anymore.
haha
i've lost the blogging vibe.
past week was..
haha
i've suffered from heavy gastric. insomia. and really worst stuffs.
jialaaaaat !!!!
it was terrible lah okay.
exam stress adds on to the super low mood.
haha my face was wet from crying.
i think the tears even wash away ALL the face cream !!
first paper tomorrow,
last paper on thursday.
good luck to all of us.
sprain many legs.
haha
我很想放弃
aly
I watched the Olympics just now,
those preview about the winners.
and i enjoyed it =)
among all i think i prefer the swimming one the best! haha
micheal something, ah crap i forgot his name. heck. anyway he swam the butterfly and it was awesome!
omgomg so fast !!
as i watch the swimming thing i was wondering about bitch and i.
geesh.
we're really, slow swimmers. haha
compare to the olympians. i bet after they finish 2 lap, bitch and i would still be like, completed less then 1/4 of the pool?
we might even go "huh start alrdy ah?!" haha
thumbs up to the olympians! they're impressive!! :D
then those body building women. damn~ their body is. wow. fitter then guys leh!
and omg haha did anyone watch the quickwalk?
i was laughting away with daddy as we watch.
mommy says they look like ducks. hahaha
the way they shake their butts as they do the quick walk was hilarious! damn! and somemore they even walk like in a group. more funny! hha
oh and there is this game, i'm not sure what is the name, but it was like this boat where there are 2 people on it. then they must like try their best to get to the finishing line with really REALLY huge currents around!
and amazingly the very huge currents were man made!
ayy i dunno what is the name.
but it was nice watching cos i didnt know such sport existed =x
i thought these kinda sports could only be played in the nature. haha
i guess olympics wasnt that boring after all =)
i kinda like it :D
tonight will be table tennis. singapore will be playing.
i have my toes crossed for her! =)
lala
i hope today would be a better one =)
somehow, i miss bukit timah =(
life is filled with ups and downs, but i'm sure, we'll get over it. i see a little light at the end of the tunnel =))
boy and i, 加油 !! =D
love,
aly
those preview about the winners.
and i enjoyed it =)
among all i think i prefer the swimming one the best! haha
micheal something, ah crap i forgot his name. heck. anyway he swam the butterfly and it was awesome!
omgomg so fast !!
as i watch the swimming thing i was wondering about bitch and i.
geesh.
we're really, slow swimmers. haha
compare to the olympians. i bet after they finish 2 lap, bitch and i would still be like, completed less then 1/4 of the pool?
we might even go "huh start alrdy ah?!" haha
thumbs up to the olympians! they're impressive!! :D
then those body building women. damn~ their body is. wow. fitter then guys leh!
and omg haha did anyone watch the quickwalk?
i was laughting away with daddy as we watch.
mommy says they look like ducks. hahaha
the way they shake their butts as they do the quick walk was hilarious! damn! and somemore they even walk like in a group. more funny! hha
oh and there is this game, i'm not sure what is the name, but it was like this boat where there are 2 people on it. then they must like try their best to get to the finishing line with really REALLY huge currents around!
and amazingly the very huge currents were man made!
ayy i dunno what is the name.
but it was nice watching cos i didnt know such sport existed =x
i thought these kinda sports could only be played in the nature. haha
i guess olympics wasnt that boring after all =)
i kinda like it :D
tonight will be table tennis. singapore will be playing.
i have my toes crossed for her! =)
lala
i hope today would be a better one =)
somehow, i miss bukit timah =(
life is filled with ups and downs, but i'm sure, we'll get over it. i see a little light at the end of the tunnel =))
boy and i, 加油 !! =D
love,
aly
- Mood: chipper
Urgh!!
i hate emo people.
and now i am turning into one!!
this is wayy unacceptable!
i want my sunshine back =(
i hate emo people.
and now i am turning into one!!
this is wayy unacceptable!
i want my sunshine back =(
- Mood: giddy
just ystd i went to register for driving.
and it was hell lot of a trouble.
....
seriously uh. i dunno whats wrong with me.
i was pissed the whole night cause of the stupid transport fees i've endured for the past 13 days.
i spend 30$ on transport for only 13 days!
i couldnt take it anymore i brought train concession today.
whats more i've just only topped up 10$ in my ezlink ystd. and by the end of the day. i'm left with 1$.
damn pissed.
i wonder why i dont feel the heartache when i took cabs to school..... hmm?
i am broke lah okay.
i didnt even buy my charles and keith.
whatever,
speaking of the troubles i've gone through ystd just to register for driving is damn stupid.
i cannot believe i was so dumb
we took a bus there. then we got lost. so in order to get to the right place we kept changing buses (dont worry angeline, i'm not blaming shake, i'm just saying. haha). then finally when we reached our destination.
i THOUGHT i didnt bring my IC. so i went back home, searched high and low. then i realise its all along IN MY WALLET. @#$%^
then back to ubi to register myself.
dumb or not?
i was so pissed. i hated myself for being so blur.
then the day was further spoiled when i didnt buy any shoes back.
and i cannot believe i left 1$ inside my ezlink when i just topped up.
heng i brought some topshop clothes that day. or else going home empty handed would have been really.. bad.
omg my parents just asked me to watch this documentary on animal planet. about this kind of worm that will go up the penis or vigina when people swim in some lake or river, whatever. gross
dont step on my toes people. aly's in a really bad mood recently. =(
ALY
and it was hell lot of a trouble.
....
seriously uh. i dunno whats wrong with me.
i was pissed the whole night cause of the stupid transport fees i've endured for the past 13 days.
i spend 30$ on transport for only 13 days!
i couldnt take it anymore i brought train concession today.
whats more i've just only topped up 10$ in my ezlink ystd. and by the end of the day. i'm left with 1$.
damn pissed.
i wonder why i dont feel the heartache when i took cabs to school..... hmm?
i am broke lah okay.
i didnt even buy my charles and keith.
whatever,
speaking of the troubles i've gone through ystd just to register for driving is damn stupid.
i cannot believe i was so dumb
we took a bus there. then we got lost. so in order to get to the right place we kept changing buses (dont worry angeline, i'm not blaming shake, i'm just saying. haha). then finally when we reached our destination.
i THOUGHT i didnt bring my IC. so i went back home, searched high and low. then i realise its all along IN MY WALLET. @#$%^
then back to ubi to register myself.
dumb or not?
i was so pissed. i hated myself for being so blur.
then the day was further spoiled when i didnt buy any shoes back.
and i cannot believe i left 1$ inside my ezlink when i just topped up.
heng i brought some topshop clothes that day. or else going home empty handed would have been really.. bad.
omg my parents just asked me to watch this documentary on animal planet. about this kind of worm that will go up the penis or vigina when people swim in some lake or river, whatever. gross
dont step on my toes people. aly's in a really bad mood recently. =(
ALY
- Mood: calm
Night was spent with shihui and cuihui.
yes both of them
naughty twit wits.
force me to go cityhall at such unearthy hour of 6 plus plus. haha
funny its the first time shihui says she will entertain me and make my time worth there! HAHA
brought some clothes at fox. =x
then i reserved this pair of sandals from charles and keith. damn pretty =)
it has really shiny stones on it. chio-ness!
whatever,
i am going to register my driving with angeline.
me : i am going to register tml.
ryan : register.. you sure you want to learn
me : yahh
ryan : reason for me to buy insurance
me : ........
haha. i wont be seeing him for the next three weeks. becuse of exams. ='(
omg...
okok i need to go.
ciao people
aly
yes both of them
naughty twit wits.
force me to go cityhall at such unearthy hour of 6 plus plus. haha
funny its the first time shihui says she will entertain me and make my time worth there! HAHA
brought some clothes at fox. =x
then i reserved this pair of sandals from charles and keith. damn pretty =)
it has really shiny stones on it. chio-ness!
whatever,
i am going to register my driving with angeline.
me : i am going to register tml.
ryan : register.. you sure you want to learn
me : yahh
ryan : reason for me to buy insurance
me : ........
haha. i wont be seeing him for the next three weeks. becuse of exams. ='(
omg...
okok i need to go.
ciao people
aly
</lj-embed>hahahahaha damn funneh!!!
- Mood: cranky
Initial plan to watch the fireworks at night was pulled off
So bitch and i meet up with bean after our swim.
we swam 20 laps today !!
awesome :D
slacked at coffeebean after dinner,
we had our usual long chats (:
it was than that i realise,
i see no future ahead of me.
really, i have no idea what i will be doing in future. what i'm studying now, i dont think it'll applies to the job i'll be taking, i think.
funny how some ppl will look at ur nose when you're talking to them.
do you ever notice, that whenever you're talking to someone new, you tend to look closely at the features of that person?
of course most of the time i'll look at the eyes, or mouth (weird).
why is the world like that!?
for bean, he looks at the complexion first. (like always -.-)
then the eyes,
mouth,
and so on...
then when there is a pretty girl nearby, i tend to stare at her. until it is so obvious she'll know i'm looking at her.
then i'll pretend i'm looking some where else.
haha. i like to look at hot babes more then guys leh. =x
is that normal???? D:
ah crap. i'm tired.
aiyah,
and i hates it when people dont reply my messages or what. damn annoying!
but i myself dun always reply people's messages.
what the hell.
nvm...
its national day everyone.
happy birthday singapore =)
love,
aly
So bitch and i meet up with bean after our swim.
we swam 20 laps today !!
awesome :D
slacked at coffeebean after dinner,
we had our usual long chats (:
it was than that i realise,
i see no future ahead of me.
really, i have no idea what i will be doing in future. what i'm studying now, i dont think it'll applies to the job i'll be taking, i think.
funny how some ppl will look at ur nose when you're talking to them.
do you ever notice, that whenever you're talking to someone new, you tend to look closely at the features of that person?
of course most of the time i'll look at the eyes, or mouth (weird).
why is the world like that!?
for bean, he looks at the complexion first. (like always -.-)
then the eyes,
mouth,
and so on...
then when there is a pretty girl nearby, i tend to stare at her. until it is so obvious she'll know i'm looking at her.
then i'll pretend i'm looking some where else.
haha. i like to look at hot babes more then guys leh. =x
is that normal???? D:
ah crap. i'm tired.
aiyah,
and i hates it when people dont reply my messages or what. damn annoying!
but i myself dun always reply people's messages.
what the hell.
nvm...
its national day everyone.
happy birthday singapore =)
love,
aly
- Mood:
indescribable
Happy Big 19th Robin! :D
We (angeline, eileen and i) celebrated bean's birthday today =)
we gave bean a lil surprise. gees the ideas of the surprise took its toll on our brains. i seriously need brain juice.
We had Breeks for dinner.Food portions and everything was right. thank god we didnt order more than we could finish =) The
pricing was reasonable too. i was kinda expecting something more expensive. haha
We got him this huge balloon and powder from body shop.
Initially we wanted to sabotage by buying a Princess balloon. HAHA but we resisted and got him disney's instead. haha. shit mans we should have got him that princess one. Cause he says he wouldnt mind! argh!
haha
After that was chill out at starbucks. Bean treated us drinks. awesome =)
we talked about love, relationships, school, abortions, haha and lots more! its been such a long time since i've got that feeling, nice (: it felt like the good old times when the 4 of us jus chatted the hours away.
Memories were brought back. haha. I miss their company. =(
Then we took bean's brother's car back to pasir ris. 4 of us squeezed at the backseat tgt. haha! we have small butts =D
shit.
its 2.30am and i cant sleep!! =(
stupid insomia.
rah,
i'm off.
byebye
We (angeline, eileen and i) celebrated bean's birthday today =)
we gave bean a lil surprise. gees the ideas of the surprise took its toll on our brains. i seriously need brain juice.
We had Breeks for dinner.Food portions and everything was right. thank god we didnt order more than we could finish =) The
pricing was reasonable too. i was kinda expecting something more expensive. haha
We got him this huge balloon and powder from body shop.
Initially we wanted to sabotage by buying a Princess balloon. HAHA but we resisted and got him disney's instead. haha. shit mans we should have got him that princess one. Cause he says he wouldnt mind! argh!
haha
After that was chill out at starbucks. Bean treated us drinks. awesome =)
we talked about love, relationships, school, abortions, haha and lots more! its been such a long time since i've got that feeling, nice (: it felt like the good old times when the 4 of us jus chatted the hours away.
Memories were brought back. haha. I miss their company. =(
Then we took bean's brother's car back to pasir ris. 4 of us squeezed at the backseat tgt. haha! we have small butts =D
shit.
its 2.30am and i cant sleep!! =(
stupid insomia.
rah,
i'm off.
byebye
- Mood: exhausted
GRRRRR I AM SO SAD =(
my k5 failed on me!
rah! rah! =(
i hate you!
its only ystd that i found out its not the ear piece problem. its my k5!!!! ='(
this is a sign. for me to get a new mp3. now... i was thinking about ipod touch. hmm?
aiyah nvm.
Finally its a friday. projects checked. now left with common test and exams. than i shall be free, like a bird =D
hahahaha
okays so life with bf wasnt really totally great for the past few days. things were quite nasty some few days ago.
thank god, thank god, we're fine now :DD
ohmygod if by today we;re still as bad, i could dieee
WHEW~!
oh oh i suddenly feel like i wana see horses. haha.
i wana horse ride!!!
oh and mad, next sat i pei you okay! :D
love,
aly
my k5 failed on me!
rah! rah! =(
i hate you!
its only ystd that i found out its not the ear piece problem. its my k5!!!! ='(
this is a sign. for me to get a new mp3. now... i was thinking about ipod touch. hmm?
aiyah nvm.
Finally its a friday. projects checked. now left with common test and exams. than i shall be free, like a bird =D
hahahaha
okays so life with bf wasnt really totally great for the past few days. things were quite nasty some few days ago.
thank god, thank god, we're fine now :DD
ohmygod if by today we;re still as bad, i could dieee
WHEW~!
oh oh i suddenly feel like i wana see horses. haha.
i wana horse ride!!!
oh and mad, next sat i pei you okay! :D
love,
aly
- Mood: happy
rmb i said i feel like vomiting ystd?
well.
i feel like vomiting now too =(
i feel so sad ='(
=((((
well.
i feel like vomiting now too =(
i feel so sad ='(
=((((
- Mood: sad
I feel like vomiting. i dont know why?
people please dont ever think that i am pregnant. iam not -.-
marketing paper today was alright. i guess because i did study this time. but still i cant rmb alot of stuffs. thanks mad for helping me with some points! :D
i really need to score well for this paper to pass the module. omgomg please let me pass =(
after that was dinner with bf and dingren at long house. its my first time there. yah like sua ku right nv go before. -.-
oh yah, i received an sms from bitch(omg i miss her) saying that sunday we're gonna celebrate bean's birthday with him. omg. 4th august is coming. haha your gonna be 19 soon! and this will be the last year your're having a ONE infront leh. haha
i cannot believe we're all gonna be 20 next year D:
20 sounds so oldddddddd =(
ayy okay i am sleepy.
i wana barf.
nights
aly
people please dont ever think that i am pregnant. iam not -.-
marketing paper today was alright. i guess because i did study this time. but still i cant rmb alot of stuffs. thanks mad for helping me with some points! :D
i really need to score well for this paper to pass the module. omgomg please let me pass =(
after that was dinner with bf and dingren at long house. its my first time there. yah like sua ku right nv go before. -.-
oh yah, i received an sms from bitch(omg i miss her) saying that sunday we're gonna celebrate bean's birthday with him. omg. 4th august is coming. haha your gonna be 19 soon! and this will be the last year your're having a ONE infront leh. haha
i cannot believe we're all gonna be 20 next year D:
20 sounds so oldddddddd =(
ayy okay i am sleepy.
i wana barf.
nights
aly
- Mood: calm
urgh.
i am so so so so sooooo tired. =(
ryan just woke me up for like the hundred time? all because i've yet to study my 100mcq questions =(
i really want to skip school tomorrow.
=(
so meet up with madmad today.
before that i went to school to summit my deamweaver. funny how i have to go back to school on a sunday. alone.
its so scary because the school compound is liek almost empty. then when your all alone you tend to think alot. for once i thought i was in csi, going-to-be-murdered-schoolgirl.
or any other thriller shows like you know your all alone in this huge place and then the gates were locked then you cant get out, then there is this monster inside the compound waiting to jump on you when night falls.
for in my case the gates REALLY were locked. because we must use our school admin card to tap out free. but i was imagining so much i thought i lost my card. then i cant get out. then there is this monster waiting to eat me when night falls. =(
really if your've ever tired going to nyp alone on a sunday. you'll experience how i felt. the school is so silent i could hear my echo-ed voice as i talk on the phone with mad. then after we hanged i could hear the pushing trolly of some cleaners if they happen to be nearby somewhere. damn freaky.
i thought i was going to get kidnap i sms-ed ryan and mad saying how much i love them.........
thank god i came out alive.
so as i was saying, meet up with mad and hani for ip. eugene left first. then hani. then its all back to me and mad again. haha
oh ya anyway, people you wont be seeing me online tml because my lappie is gonna be over with ryan.
i am so afraid i forgot to bring my charger along to meet him.
i am so so so so sooooo tired. =(
ryan just woke me up for like the hundred time? all because i've yet to study my 100mcq questions =(
i really want to skip school tomorrow.
=(
so meet up with madmad today.
before that i went to school to summit my deamweaver. funny how i have to go back to school on a sunday. alone.
its so scary because the school compound is liek almost empty. then when your all alone you tend to think alot. for once i thought i was in csi, going-to-be-murdered-schoolgirl.
or any other thriller shows like you know your all alone in this huge place and then the gates were locked then you cant get out, then there is this monster inside the compound waiting to jump on you when night falls.
for in my case the gates REALLY were locked. because we must use our school admin card to tap out free. but i was imagining so much i thought i lost my card. then i cant get out. then there is this monster waiting to eat me when night falls. =(
really if your've ever tired going to nyp alone on a sunday. you'll experience how i felt. the school is so silent i could hear my echo-ed voice as i talk on the phone with mad. then after we hanged i could hear the pushing trolly of some cleaners if they happen to be nearby somewhere. damn freaky.
i thought i was going to get kidnap i sms-ed ryan and mad saying how much i love them.........
thank god i came out alive.
so as i was saying, meet up with mad and hani for ip. eugene left first. then hani. then its all back to me and mad again. haha
oh ya anyway, people you wont be seeing me online tml because my lappie is gonna be over with ryan.
i am so afraid i forgot to bring my charger along to meet him.
yawns.
i am so tired.
can i go to sleep? =(
sigh how i wish i can sleep.
off to study~~
aly
i am so tired.
can i go to sleep? =(
sigh how i wish i can sleep.
off to study~~
aly
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bouncy
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